so i just received in the mail, my letter from the Alberta Foundation for the Arts letting me know that i did not receive my grant. I'm feeling a little bit bummed, no a lot. but i am only going to let this last for the next 30 minutes before i go to work. after that it is time to re-evaluate the plan, and make it still work. i knew the show would go on regardless of the approval of the grant but however now that i do not have it i will not be able to afford Caroline and Saxon Fraser, two of the best female dancers i have ever met.
on the plus side i went to fabric land and got a beautiful jacquard black cotton and some linen/rayon so i can start printing and getting back into sewing mode which i seem to have abandoned for the last week and a half.